Thank God !!you are there with me :D

       I m a little messed up in the head.. No it is not called "dimagi santulan me kharaabi' . I feel like that puppy who has suddenly been dumped by the owners in a crowded street.. A little disorientation is always there in me ( I m pathetic with directions!) but today I feel I m in a different space!
      Its funny how someone can fill your life in such a way that you are blind to everything else (example, the book lover in  you doesn't find a single stuff in CROSSWORD!! never ever has it happened to me!) and on his departure leave a void that nothing else can fill..
      How I miss that warmth around me..
     
If it weren't for S,
Who else would come so far to be with me?
Who else would get into the crowded trains just to get some more time with me?
Who else would show me directions when I get lost in my own city?
Who else would check my mails when I need to urgently see it while I have no connection?
Who else would hear me rant out my frustrations?
Who else would calm me down when I fume with rage?
Who else would hold me tight when I get disturbed?
Who else would wipe my tears when I silently cry?
Who else would know I m crying even if I don't show?
Who else would explain things to me which I had never noticed? ( I never knew about elevator sensors! I always saw them moving.. What was I doing??)
Who else would gauge my mood and smile at my excitement or nervousness?
Who else would understand my phobias and hesitations?
Who else would be more concious about my image than me?
Who else would move around me so protectively?
Who else would translate the Tamil movie for me ( when I missed the translation script!)
Who else would love me knowing every little fault of mine??

Thank God! I have you with me S..
Today is a special day to thank God, for making you so awesome.. for sending you all the way into my life and making it so beautiful.. for the most wonderful thing God did for me.. that is to make you :)

Happy birthday day Darling..  Even if I m not there with you today I m proud of you for working so hard.. for all the sacrifices you make.. You are totally the best partner I could have. A little more time, just a little more time and we will be together.. forever..

I really want that forever to start soon.



P.S Readers if you are super confused and wondering what happened to me then let me tell  you that its my S ka birthday !! And yes we did meet yesterday after more than two years so that is probably the reason of my insanity or lack of it :P More on that later.. Today is my guy's day :D