Falling in love all over again..

              Yes I have fallen in love again. This time fully knowing what I m getting into. When I fell in love five years back, I was naive to the ways of love and to what a relation means. I faltered and erred. Much more than I would have realized then. I ran out of love, sometimes too indulged in my own worries. I hurt.. a lot more than I was ready for. Just when I thought I have experienced all that love holds, I fell in love. All over again. With the same man 
           
              12th June, early morning (8 a.m :P) Sagar restaurant.
             
             S and I had gone to have breakfast at this place. Now this restaurant is on the first floor and has its kitchen on the ground floor. The cash counter, where S and I were standing, was just close to the stairs at the entrance. He was waiting to make the payment when he realized we left behind the bottle of water on our table. He asked me to fetch it. I made one smart movement, my attention fully on my target -the bottle! Little did I know that the moment I turned, the floor had given way to the stairs :P And there went I , down the stairs!
             I thought I would go straight to the ground floor but luckily I got my grip and held on after falling 4 to 5 steps. Damage was already done. The entire floor had its eye on me
                                               
           While I was sliding down the stairs  thoughts  on my mind were:

1. The entire floor is watching you! Run!!!
2. S is hiding his face maybe! What a clumsy girlfriend he has :P 
3. What if S shouts at me for being so stupid? In front of everyone!
4. My behind hurts :P and my hands are burning!!!

         I got up to see S all worried and right there. Instead of getting mad at me ( I could have done something toofani like break my head with that stunt of mine) he pulled me closer to ask if I was alright. Not once bothering to look around and see how many people were watching us.That won me 

        Although I kept bickering over how stupid I looked due to the fall , it was done away with his reassurances ! 

        Thank you S for all the wonderful ways you care for me 

        51.. Love it when we talk utter nonsense and keep arguing about who speaks the right mother tongue.

              

     

        52.. Love it when you hold my hands and say nothing and yet I feel everything.  

        53.. Love it when you leave those messages in my inbox while I m away.. 

         

        54.. Love it when you call me your gudiya.. 

        55.. Love it when you shy away when I make you smile while you chat from office 

        56.. Love it when you hold  me like nothing is going to take me away from me 

        57.. Love it when you listen to all that I blabber and when I ask you "What did I just say", you are able to say my exact words !!!  

        58.. Love the way we keep teasing each other with all kind of names!! 

        59.. Love the fighting with you.. 

        60.. Love the fact that you have given me the best two days of my life.. 

           Love you sooo much S !

When mondays became red!!

             Never ever have I waited for mondays so much as these last few weeks! Monday blues suddenly became Monday red in our love story 

             I m super happy !!

             I got a good diwali vacation till 14th of November which is like awesome!! 

             Even though me and  S do talk on phone everyday, the skyping time is highly restricted due to our super busy schedules! Sundays were the only days we could chat at leisure but then the whole country (including my family) has holiday on Sunday.. The problem? Yes we can't talk on skype! Only seeing only seeing! (Annoying song na by the way! Himesh I tell you!). Also being Sunday I have to be super alert to not draw attention to myself.. So a large part of sunday (when S has holiday) goes waste.. 

            But then dhan te dan! He is working on Sunday and taking leave on Monday :) :) The reason for this weird pattern is powercuts in his industrial unit on Monday and ever since I got this new I m doing the duck dance (PeeVee this one I learnt from you )

            How I love monday now!! Can't just wait for sunday to get over :D :D 

            

Even though I m miles away from S (bless that person who started skype and yahoo video calling) I can see him all day if I wish to! 

It feels like we got teleported to each other's house! (How I wish) .. So close that I could almost grab him into a warm cuddle (the things that the stupid heart desires)

So Mondays we have been practically living on Skype! Talking endlessly and talking nonsense (mostly me) and S laughing, giggling and looking hottt :D :D 

                      

 Why do I feel you will say I remembered you after I ate the food?

41..I love the way you make those lame jokes on my love for food! Even if I say "hawa khaane ja rahi hu", you find it enough to make fun of me and say "Ha idhar bhi khaane ki baat!"

42..I love the fun we have while scribbling on yahoo!

 haha this is a yahoo scribble page!!

43..I love the 'x' and the 'o' we play and I love to do the cheating :) 

 44..I love it when we laugh on some random snap on facebook or some post I send you a link of :) 

45..I love it when you give me that cute adorable look which makes me fall in love with you again and again..

46..I love it when we play dumb cherads ( ok don't give me such looks, I accept we tried it only once and I DID the acting) and I don't know what you found so sexy to say out "MURDER !! MURDER!!"

47..I love it when you make that annoying sound with the speaker when I m looking at other things (like my facebook page) !! 

48..Love the time we have spent from me shying to sing for you "Bahut pyaar karte hai tumko sanam" and you said "Itni sweet ho!" and now when I shamelessly sing "Oolalalaoolala tu hai meri fantasy" and you say "Bas! ek toh sardi hui hai tumhe uspe ye torture!"

49..Love the sweetness that you bring into my life

My shweetoo shweet gulab jamun, love you more than all the sweets that I like !

50....And I love it when you call me rasgulla :D :D 

don't they look delicious together?? Ah so do we !

So this diwali vacation has become really special because of our monday reds :) 

You know what? I will always be with you S even if you snore ! 

Love it when..

31. Love it when you so easily predict what I would do. No one has ever known me as much as you. 

32. That giggle you give when I start with , "You know what??"  or that "Tumhe pata hai kya?" and you say "Nahi na"  

33. I love it that you tell me everything, even if that makes me sad. 

34. Love it when you are all sleepy sleepy and want to go to bed, but still you come online for 10 minutes just to see me . I love that sleeeepy look of yours.. Its sooooo cute!

35.  Love it when you are all busy but you still call and say, "Badi mushkil se time nikala call karne!" 

36. Love it when you indulge me like a small kid.. 

37. Love those sofffft hands !! 

38. Love it when you wear red because I lovvve you in red. You look so hotttt in red! 

39. Just love the future with you !! 

40.. Love it when I love life because of you 

Another year flies by..

         6 years back when I held your hand in an innocent gesture, little did I know that these were the hands I would want to hold on to forever..

           

When I saw you for the first time what did I know that this would be the smile that would bring a smile on my face?

that's my smile by the way :P 

You entered my life and it was never the same again.. 

If I could summarize the last 4 years of my life then I would say it was an "emotional roller coaster".

Seriously!! I never thought a single human would be able to bring out so many mood variations, so many feelings and so many outbursts from me! 

This post is going to be long and I know you are already scrolling to see how long it will run but what the heck! It's our anniversary!!!!!!! 

You made me dance with joy when you said awesome things to me  

You irritated me when you acted like a short term memory loss affected! (The what? what? you do when I m arguing!!!!) 

You stressed me to the point of making me an insomniac when you didn't bother calling me up after we fought.

You made me fume with jealousy when you talked of anyone else ( so what if I made fun of that girl when you tried making me jealous)

You made me scream, shout and cry ( and madddddd by saying silent!!) for more reasons than I can remember.

You were the one who made a teacher embarass me when my phone rang off in the classroom. (because you thought it would be fun to call me when  I can't attend it !!)

You made me feel better after that ( remember I was soooo depressed!!!) by talking to me and making me cheerful again 

You made me laugh so hard till it hurt to even open my mouth ,with your stories!! (kori da katta raid!!! ) 

You absolutely surprise me when you give me little rights over you... Like when you involved me in naming your company..
I can't tell you how happy I was when you showed me your card which had the name of the company , the name which I had initially  liked!!!

There are so many highs and lows I have felt being with you !!

Amazing how I m so totally decided that I want nothing to do with you and I want you so badly the very next moment!
No matter how much mad at you I m I always long to hear that, "ha baba, jaane do" from you.. You scare me when you get mad at me !

Do I need to tell you how much I love you? Its no use because that will never be enough!



21.. I love you when I ask you how far a place is and you actually tell me that in kilometers! 


22. Love it when you try to reach home early to talk to  me. 


23. I love it when you tease me for silly reasons. 


24. Love it when you remember small details of my life, no matter how unimportant.



25. Love it when you purposely disturb me when you know what I m upto.


26. Love it when you understand everything I want to say when I just give you hints. I don't have to get into uncomfortable explanations with you.


27. Love it when you say you missed me when you go on outings.


28. Love it when you say those filmy dialogues to make  my mood happy.


29. Love it when you educate me on things I never heard before. You have enhanced my local vocabulary like anything!!


30. Love the secrets that we share..

Another year of our love flies by and we are one year closer to being together... Happy 4th Anniversary Sweetheart.. I love you a lot..

P.S Our anniversary is on 2nd September but  something is wrong with my scheduling of posts.. Didn't want to miss the time S would come to read this :) 

Love it when..

11. Love it when you sing for me on special occasions. Somehow I have never known of these songs until you sing it for me..   Does this image remind you of anything??? Just thought this was how you must be singing in your college days.. lalalalala.... 

12. Love it when you say you hate makeup on me .. I can be natural around you..  but I always want to be beautiful for you..

13. Love it when you  want to see me in the clothes I just shopped. 

14. Love it when you fancy showing me things around you... swizz knife! 

15. Love it when you tell me to let my hair down because you like it that way.. 

16. Love it when we just can't keep things form each other and say "bataye bina pet dukh raha tha" when we have to wait. 

17. Love it that no matter what happens I will always need you in my life. You never have to think if I want you. I want you more than life.. 

18. Love it that after all this time, I still blush at your mention. 

19. Love it when you give me that wonderful feeling each time you call me "jaaaaanu". 

20. Love it when you make me soo proud of you... and that I can think of many more things that I love about you...